October 31, 2024: The Pixiu
Things have been quiet during my meditations for several months and I don’t expect that will change much going forward. Since my apparent apprenticeship with the Woman in White ended, I haven’t been called much. Oh, there were a couple of times since June when stuff happened. Mostly, I was called simply to hold the ‘black space’ and no do anything. There was once when I became aware of a spiritual parasite preying on a friend of mine; I stayed with it and didn’t do anything and it seemed to transform, sort of like a larva pupating. There was another when I was called to occupy a realm ‘beneath’ this one. While not doing anything, my presence seemed to have a catalytic effect. There is no way to prove any of this and I just hold the experiences lightly. They are too vivid to be dismissed as regular imagination but am I really perceiving things correctly and clearly? It’s an open question. Since there’s no way to prove anything, I guess it will never be known. Today, I ‘saw’ a black flam